Hiiii~ Sorry I've been gone for two months!!!

A lot has happened since my last post, sooo strap in to hear about all the stuff I've been up to recently! ♥

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I've been more busy than usual lately, mostly caused by the fact that...

The Merky-mobile is finally on the move!!

It's been so nice to have the ability to drive around now!
I kinda never even thought I would make it to this point XD
What am I supposed to be doing now? I'm in such a weird time,
stretching out again to get a taste of different paths to see if any feel right.
Things feel more right lately, at least. I'm still calibrating, but it's defintely closer.

I've been exploring my new ability to drive since

September,

also known as my...

♥~BIRTHDAY MONTH~♥!

and you know that since I'm mobile now, I had to plan a lil

Birthday Roadtrip!! :3

Feel free to click the images to go to my scrapbook page about it and see more~ It was a really good time ♥

I went to visit Joey to celebrate but also to rehearse for the Velveteen Gentlethems Reunion Show we had!!

I'm still working on posting the pics and videos from that, but you can follow our social media page for now if you feel like it ~

🌟 The Velveteen Gentletehms on Instagram 🌟

and know that I'll be posting more about it ASAP ♥

I got up to a lot of other MISCELLANEOUS ADVENTURES in September that you can browse if you wish~ but lemme move onto...

OCTOBER

AKA

I didn't get to dress up as much as I wanted, but I had a lot of fun and I got to connect with people that I haven't gotten to connect with for a while so it was a good month!

I updated my Halloween scrapbook page~

You can go there to see more about my spooky activities~

There's been so many little moments of joy that I've collected these past few months and I really wanna work on adding stuff to my scrapbook and updating my site, but tbh I've just been sooooo exhausted lately. I know I've got too much on my plate right now and I'm trying my best to figure it all out. I try to remember my progress. I try to believe that someday I'll really be a little better at all of this.

I have some other coding projects that I'm working on as well as prepping for another show! (yay!!) so I'll do my best to update and check in when I can ♥

I saw someone say that buttterflies don't fly linearly
so some people may not understand their path, but they know where they are trying to go,
even if it seems like they surf around on the wind a lil bit on the way lol
It made me feel better somehow. Maybe my flight pattern is just unique! ♥

Some media, perhaps?

Oh yeah, I've definitely been drowning out my feelings with random silly media XD

For Alien Eyes Only:

I dunno if I've already posted about this but either way, it's amazing and you should see it
silly, cute, and...PUPPETS!!!♥
There's more episodes coming out lately too OwO

SMOSH o////o

I never watched this in it's prime on old youtube but I finally got sucked into the Try Not To Laugh videos lolol I love improv ok?? XD

Video games on my Nintendo Switch~

and watching this same video over and over

Feelin pretty glonky!!!

I wish there was more to this post tbh but I'm gonna try my best to update my scrapbook when I can~