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05/27/2025
9:45AM

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My goo is really reforming and I'm feeling more and more like a cicada, letting some part of me become a husk to let the new part exist more fully.



It's an interesting experience. I feel like hell is grabbing my ankles to pull me back lolol but I'm trying to focus on things in my life that I think are positive. What more can I do? I think that's enough.


What have I been up to irl, you ask?


My job in town has been longer than expected, but that's kinda of a good thing for me. I feel like it's helped me learn a bit about what it would be like to live on my own tbh.


It's a big job to take care of a whole house by yourself for longterm! This is the longest job I've had, so there has been a learning curve, but I've had good help if I had any questions, so I'm very lucky.


Having access to a car is amazing. I've been trying to get out of the house more while I can. I went on an adventure to the park to visit my favorite tree recently!!


Visit my Nature page in the scrapbook to see more of how it went~


but I do like staying in and watching weird videos and drawing and just thinking about bs tho XD

One thing I've pondered recently...

WIZARDS!?:





As for Dolly,


Well, she was only here digitally and spiritually :'0 ...and... actually...Digitally twice over as I'm posting about it lolol.
I went to a Dolly Parton Orchestra show with my mom and grandma :3


I've been able to spend a little more time with my family lately and I'm really grateful for that! I'm lucky to have good moments like these UwU ♥

and speaking of good moments...


YES,
GAY HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL .


I made a scrapbook page for it because it was truly such a fun night!!
The performers did amazing and the energy was just immaculate lol XD
I didn't take any pics/videos of the contests they had but there was

  • Banana eating
  • Frozen Tshirt
  • Limbo
  • Sexy underwear contest

  • Plus there was a free meal at the beginning of the night :0
    So truly epic (T w T)b
    And my friend Joey visited from Michigan so it was double fun and epic tbh!! nyehehehe X3



    *Loud screams warning for this video lmaoo



    Media recs lately?:

    The endless consumption uguuu UwU

    You already KNOW one thing...

    The new season is June 6th, but they hit us with the
    EXTENDED SNEAK PEEK 👀

    Spoilers for this vid but
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    Doof confesses his love to Perry and Linda fucking gets exploded and died lmao XD I love this show so much.


    Typical Merky. And...?:

    IDK random stuff besides binging Milo Murpheys Law again lolol Q_Q

    But here's my best attempt at compiling some sort of list... for blogs sake XD


    Get Fatter Now


    (Comedy, Action)



    Carly Is Everywhere


    (Drama)



    Blimp Trilogy


    (Comedy, Brainrot)



    I'd love it if you wanted to visit my music page!!


    but besides that, I think that's everything for now.


    TTYL~ ♥

    -Merky

    ©repth & Merky