I feel so fragile, but also stronger.
Like my wings are still drying, but at least they're finally here.

I was thinking about butterflies and caterpillars and how...
Of course the butterfly didn't hate being a caterpillar
even though it couldn't fly back then, it's just a part of who it is.
I want to feel that way too. I love this journey, fucked up as it is.
I love and hate it. I everything with it lol.
I feel even more like I'm dancing with God. Like I am God dancing.
and I think I can always change more. I think there doesn't have to be a final form.

Anyways....

June started off fun with the people living near where I was working decorating in honor of the season XD


When I went out busking in the park, I had a nice person come and ask to sing with me~! We sang Valerie by Amy Winehouse because we both knew it and it was so fun ♥
I think we did really well and for not having practiced especially!! :3


Don't get me started on Phineas and Ferb day OMGGGG :'3
I am thinking about writing about the new season on my PnF scrapbook page, but we'll see lol I have been working on my website a lot tbh, but I'm trying to wait until things are finished before I upload/update things~



I got to visit the Cinema Center again and this time I saw some Max Fleischer cartoons! :3
I love when I'm in town and I can visit the cinema center ♥ but I like staying home with Bia too

;3 lolol this is one of her favs XD !!


I've also been in the waterrr!!!!! I need to marinate O__O


That meme is unfortunately more of a joke than I'd prefer.. tho I actually do like my job tbh lolol
I've defintely been working a lot more lately but that's a pretty good thing for me~
Cat Maid Merky at it again nyehehehe ♥

RQP Picnic! 💖

It was such a fun time! I wish I hadn't been so busy so that I could've helped even more, but I know I will be able to give back to all the people and spaces that have helped me once I get the froggy mobile in order. I'm gonna do my best to work on my scrapbook more but here's a few snapshots for now and you can also visit
🤡MY CLOWN PAGE🤡 to see my emcee clown mode~



Tbh, at this point, my brain feels extremely overwhelmed with how many things I have on my plate rn O_O and I don't wanna talk about it all so I'm sorry for being vague.
I am trying my best to stay focused, but I really think I need to give myself a break to let go of some of these heavy things for a while. There's a beach trip planned soon and I need it T_T
Sometimes I have to get away and literally try to leave my thoughts at home lol

Besides music, I haven't consumed much media besides Phineas and Ferb, so...

I made you a playlist ε(´｡•᎑•`)っ 💕

For Spotify~


or Youtube UwU ♥

Tracklist:

1. Pretend to be nice - Josie and the Pussycats (2001)
**I need to rewatch this so bad !! ♥**

2. Manic Pixie Dream Girl - EASHA

3. Jolly Rodgers - Bunny White

4. This Is Life - Winnetka Bowling League, Dawes, Medium Build

5. Broken - Ela Minus

6. Remember Ember Mclain - Danny Phantom
**Not me learning about some dark lore while trying to link to this on Youtube 💀**

7. Gotta Believe in Something - Emily Osment
**Okayyy Why did I not know she had more music than just that song from the disney horror movie lol**

8. Snuggle Song - Schnuffel Bunny **I watched a video about Jamster and now...**

9. Show Me your love - Bu Bu Man
**Whenever I get upset with someone, I say "Whatever, they don't know shit about Bu Bu Man so fuck them anyways!" and it makes me feel better UwU Life Hack **

10. EXXED OUT - LeGrand

Aaaaa That's all I have for now! ♥